A big part healing is mental attitude, or the placebo effect would be non-existent. You constantly say, "I'm screwed." I know your health is causing you anxiety, and believe me I've been there. I thought I was dying everyday for two years so I'm not saying this to berate you, just to get you thinking of your state of mind. Instead, I picture you being a hugely effective spokesman for this method when you're healed.
